Friday, July 30, 2010

Pros for living this month

Going on TV on demand to watch TV shows I missed. Mainly for Glee XD

Getting a good school report.

Doing my testimony at Christian Fellowship. It was my first time ever XD.

Having a music player on my phone so I can show people cool mP3 files like Bradley Hathaway's poems, the Lost Theme song and Third Eye Blind.

Having a stupendous laugh session with Adeleina during lunchtime. I love sharing the same humour with someone. One of the best things about friendship.

Not going to school for a day but going to town to hang out with my sisters. Mega fun!! (movies, subway, coffee and LOTS of talking!)
Watching Inception. Such a cool movie that made me go wooow. (plus Joseph Gordon-Levitt is nice)

Watching Yes Man! That movie's hilarious. Rhys Darby + Jim Carey are so cool and funny. Definately in my top 10 favourite movies. Wish you could step back from that ledge my friend. Cut ties from all the lies that you've been living in. And if you don't want to see me again, I would understaaa-aaa-aaa-and. My favourite part! :)

Enjoying most of my classes at school. I really like Maths, Science and History. My teachers rock! I should be so blessed. I know alot of people who hate their teachers.

Loving and being loved by God. It's really awesome. I love it! :D

Monday, July 12, 2010

Before I turn 60

1. Watch all three LOTR movies back-to-back. With no skipping of Frodo's scenes. Plus a mountain of junk food and plenty of soda. And good company.

2. Go to Samoa purely for a holiday. No special occasion, no chores, just a holiday. I've been to Samoa (since I moved to NZ) three times. Twice for a funeral and once for a wedding.

3. Be a wife. To a decent grounded fellow.

4. Be a housewife. To cook, clean, bake, maybe garden and organise!

That's all.

Wednesday, July 7, 2010


Things that are unideal to me:

1) ME: Oh I like this song
YOU: Ew, that's old.
.... SO?!?! Is that all you look for in a song you shallow person??
Yeah, I don't like it when people diss a song because it was released LAST MONTH. You can download songs for free (illegally), so you're still poor even if it is "NEW".

2) When people say "Lost is stupid".
a) you're annoying b) you're unoriginal and c) Lost is complex, smart and brilliant. Even if you don't like it,  you must admit it's smart. Even too smart for you to understand.

3) Guys who treat girls like trash.

4) Girls who treat guys like trash.

5) Guy who treat other guys like trash.

6) You get the point.

7) When people play really loud music off their phones in public places. It's so inconsiderate to everyone, the quality of sound is horrible - most of the time it's just loud buzzing and only they can hear the music. Get earphones!!!

8) Having freshly straightened hair rained on.

9) Being short of toiletries (shower gel, shampoo etc.)

10) Crying in front of people. Its such an uncomfortable thing. I hate doing it. The thought of appearing that vulnerable horrifies me.

11) Having heaps of cool, deep, interesting thoughts then when I want to share it my mind goes blank.

Saturday, July 3, 2010


I don't have many friends. I have plenty of acquaintances who I'm polite to and make daily conversations to. At school, most of classmates are very good acquaintances of mine. I could spend lunchtime with nearly any of them, I could sit net to anyone in class and still be happy.
I have acquaintances at church too. They too are pretty cool to talk, spend the day with and go out to lunch or something. Very friendly people.
I have acquaintances on facebook. I can comment on their status' and have a little cyber fun with them.

But if I got raped, seriously abused by my parents or if I ever contemplated suicide, that's when my REAL friends stand out like a massive sore warty thumb. There's about four of them I can think of right now. The ones who I'll actually run to (figuratively). 

I'm so unbelievably thankful I have those people. I probably would never tell them they mean that much to me cos Im useless at saying stuff like that... but I'm so so sure they know that. You should know if that's you!

There are so many people in this world who have no one they feel they could talk to. No one who they feel they could trust. They feel absolutely alone. And I have four of those people. How lucky am I?!

I don't like using the word "friend" lightly. When I say friend, I think of my four people and think "yep, my FRIEND". I also don't like it when people say "we're friends right?" because I really don't wanna say, "no, sorry, but you are a good acquaintance"... in case they feel insulted or something.

Jesus calls me friend. I like that.